questions, answers, reasons, root causes to effects, always seeking understanding, comprehension, knowledge, and some might say control, to know, biblically, to gain control over, to not question, to have fact and foundation to rest upon, sure footed, rock, solid and steel, but without it? what's left? sandy beaches, soft green grass, clouds, and faith, faith, faith, trusting in the unknown, the incomprehensible, no valid explanation, no good enough reason, no writing on the wall, no contract written or signed in blood. just faith